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Saturday, November 19, 2016

Why The Hell Is Attachment Therapy Still Legal?...



 
It shouldn't be. Just like Candace Newmaker never should of died.
We must continue to fight this insult, this assault on our dignity and our lives.
None of us were born to be owned by anyone or treated like a commodity.
Or to be beholden to anyone else's hurt ego.
She would of been 27 today.
She will never get that time back.
Nor will her biological family that loved her.
The government NEEDS to fight for victims like Candace,that is their JOB.
Only TWO states in this country, Colorado and North Carolina, have made the type of "therapy" that killed that beautiful child illegal and that is just outrageous.
Please contact the Representatives in your state and tell them that this form of abuse is completely and totally unacceptable and must be outlawed altogether, AND KEEP SAYING THIS UNTIL IT IS DONE.
We need to appeal to good elected politicians like Sue Myrick who care about Adoptees Rights.
And remember Candace today on her birthday.
How she smiled. Who she loved. And why she is gone.
While you let the trail of light she left behind brighten the future for all adopted children who should be spared from the torture she suffered by fighting relentlessly for their protection....









I love you Candace.
We all love you.
And we will NEVER forget.
Fly with the angels my love
And ride with the wild horses.
Who run with the sun and dance with the moon
For they like you like you were BORN to be FREE..
Here on earth and for all eternity..




Thursday, November 26, 2015

Killing Candace.......





I have already established that the Closed Adoption System always has been and still is part of a dark agenda in my last post.
And I'm sorry to say, but if you don't think the Medical Industry along with Psychiatry, Psychology and the Pharmaceutical Companies are playing a huge part in it too, then you are OUT of your friggin mind.....
As everybody knows the NWO is all about LIES...........
Lies that control their victims.
Lies that enslave their victims.
Lies that brainwash their victims.
Lies that destroy their victims.
US.
Along with everyone else who isn't one of them.
They lie about abortion, saying it isn't murder.
They lie through Monsanto, saying GMO foods won't harm you.
They lie about animal testing saying it is necessary because they are too cheap to buy computers which provide more accurate results (and because animals are also their victims as they enjoy hurting them as well).
They lie by placing bogus diagnoses on both adults and children so they can pump their bodies full of toxic chemicals called "medication" to make people stupid and sick, violent and suicidal.

And then they invent and carry out immature and sadistic therapies that murdered beautiful innocent children like Candace Newmaker and has tortured and mentally mutilated countless Adoptees like the little boy above.

This little boy NEVER said he wanted to kill his Mother either by the way.
Forcing him too is part of this child abusing therapy that is unforgivably still alive and well......





And as far as I am concerned, the NON EXISTENT condition called RAD
(Reactive Attachment Disorder) which is now being slapped on all Adoptees whose Adoptive Parents are mad at them because the child they Adopted just doesn't like them (because maybe they are being abused by them)  or perhaps may be missing their Natural Mothers (that they might of lived with for a time or most of their lives like Candace did) should also be included in this list of now admitted bogus mental illnesses that effect children.....
Don't ya think?





Granted, sadly Autism is a legitimate disorder but it is NOT a mental illness and none of these vulnerable children need any of these unhealthy psychiatric drugs that the insipid Psychiatrists that their Parents turn to say they do.
That is just another lie being told so The Big Pharma can make even more undeserved money off of a slew of innocent kids that their insidious injections made sick in the first place......

In addition to being dragged off to be murdered in a blanket, Candace Elmore Newmaker was incorrectly and sinisterly labeled bipolar by her full of bullocks, evil flake of an Adoptive Mother Jeane Newmaker as well.

And that bogus diagnosis that she used to console herself with because Candace did not like her overbearing and frightening personality along with the fact that poor Candace was rightfully missing her real Mother ended up becoming nothing less than convenient fodder for Jeane's paid off cronies Julie Ponder and Connell Watkins who used this outrageous label in part to condone assaulting her with Attachment Therapy.

While the truth was the only thing that was ever wrong with Candace Newmaker was that she could not handle being suddenly ripped away from her loving Mother Angie Elmore and her siblings that she adored and be forced to live with a mean looking control freak who she was expected against her will to call Mom.......
And BELEIVE was her Mother.
As in conceived and gave birth to her.......
Because that is what that spoiled brat Jeane Newmaker DEMANDED.
To be able to purchase this role for herself through Adoption AND HAVE CANDACE COMPLY (to that insanity).
And when she wouldn't.
When she couldn't.
This sweet little girl who never hurt anyone ended up being the one who paid.
With her life.........

And all the stupid people out there who love to point out that Attachment Therapy helped Adoptee Beth Thomas snidely overlook the fact that Beth had major emotional problems due to BEING MOLESTED BY HER FATHER, which effected her level of trust and wanting to get close to any parental figure at all.
It also, unfortunately possibly made her homicidal towards her Adoptive Family because she couldn't kill who she wanted to kill.
Her Biological Father for violating her.
It goes without saying too that Beth Thomas just might of had serial killer tendencies anyway even if she hadn't suffered the abuse she did.
Because there are plenty of children who have been raped by demonic adults who never go on to commit murder, even when they are adults themselves......
So I guess we'll never ever really know for sure.

The point is however is that CANDACE NEWMAKER AND OTHER ADOPTEES that were made to endure this disrespectful brainwashing due to narcissistic Adoptive Parents NEVER were like Beth Thomas.
They never hid knives in their teddy bears or plotted to exterminate anyone.

And do I even have to say that to try to force someone to be close to you by screaming at them or holding them physically hostage is at the very least completely and totally immature.

A sign of someone who is unevolved....

Especially for Adoptive Parents who say they are Christians.

Because the last thing Attachment Therapy will EVER be is Christ like....

I mean seriously, don't any of them understand what do unto others really means?

Would they actually want to have a bunch of other adults sitting on top of them shouting at them and  trying to make them feel guilty because they aren't best friends with someone who wants them to be?

How insane is that?

People don't even do that to a dog.....

Barren woman REALLY have to start finding a more sane way to deal with their rage at not being able to conceive too.
Taking it out on the kids they Adopt in this way is psychotic and makes them UNBELEIVABLY UNFIT Parents.




Creepy Child Abusing Battleax Nancy Thomas.



In the LMN movie "Child Of Rage" which portrays what Beth Thomas went through and the condition she was in, the type of holding therapy used on her is nothing like what we see that psychopath Neil Feinstein doing.
It is portrayed as compassionate, non oppressive.....
Non violent.
But is that how it really was?
What exactly did Connell Watkins tell Ken Magid (Beth's Attachment Therapist) to do to her?
And how could that horrid woman (who now calls herself C.J. Cooil btw instead of Connell Watkins) actually of led her to be helped if she only went on to show her true reptilian colors by practicing her new found offensive specialty "rebirthing therapy" on sane and innocent children?






What is equally as curious is the fact that not only did Beth's original Adoptive Parents run out on her later after she finished her treatment, she has been involved for a long time through her new obnoxious Adoptive Mother Nancy Thomas with this corrupt form of "therapy" inflicted on Adoptees by monsters like Neil Feinberg.....
Perhaps the above commenter said it all.
And perhaps that asshole Feinberg says it all too......




Ah, Evergreen Colorado.....
Where poor Candace Newmaker lost her dignity, her future, her freedom and her right to live because of a diabolical Nurse Ratched who thought she had a right to make a helpless child her slave......




Where Adoptees are still everyday used, exploited and scapegoated at their unglued Adoptive Parents will through the hands of corrupt fanged left wing "Attachment Therapists"........
That control their victims.
That enslave their victims.
That brainwash their victims.
That destroy their victims.
Of Closed  Adoption.
Of Forced Adoption.
Of the NWO......





She is the cool breeze on your face
She is the warm sun on your back
She is the laughter in the wind
And the crocus standing proudly in the snow......
She is all that was beautiful
All that was precious
All that was rare........

She is our Angel Candace forever.......
Flying high above
Smiling down on all of us.
I love you Candace.
Happy Birthday.

Candace  Tiara Elmore
November 19th 1989-April 18th 2000

Footnote: Due to technical difficulties beyond my control this post could not be published on November 19th, Candace's birthday.
It will however being published through editing on that date out of respect to and in memory of her.


Sunday, November 15, 2015

Why Does Troy Dunn Want To Make A Career Out Of Being A Compulsive Liar And A Hypocrite?





They say evil dies hard.....
I say evil never really dies at all.
It just takes different forms.....
One sadistic act replaces another.
Sometimes hiding under the false guise of goodness.
To give darkness an extra advantage.
To not be seen.
To not be controlled.
To not be stopped......
And like a shattering bullet it can then reach out.
Destroying even more ground than originally anticipated..






Hence yet ANOTHER bogus television series pushing the same crocodile tear illusion that Troy Dunn thinks you are still STUPID enough to fall for.......

For Troy Dunn doesn't give a rat's ass about Natural Families staying in tact, or having a loving relationship, or putting all the pieces together or finding peace.

As we all know The Dark God of Adoption loves to fancy himself a celebrity.....
A television personality.
A "public figure".

The latter of which is how he describes himself on his Facebook page that should in my opinion and the opinion of millions of others be taken down due to the fraudulent behavior he has engaged in and still does.

And if you'll notice Dunn also likes to spend way too much time making his ego stroking You Tube videos, staring at the camera lens like Narcissus peering into a pond.....

Videos that scream out every insignificant thing this money grubber does from going to P.F. Changs at the mall to swimming in his infinity pool he considers SO bloody important ......

More important than what he is supposed to be.

A Christian bishop......

But this is because Troy Dunn is NOT a Christian.

And either is any other Mormon on earth.
Although deceived and brainwashed, incorrectly educated and controlled by elders like Troy, many victims of this cult from hell will never be aware of that fact.

Because Dunn not only wants Mormon parishioners to be complete and total idiots who trust him without question, he also wants the American public to be suckered by the grand façade he continues to put on.
About Adoption.....
This is just another reason why he makes so many short films about his family and his marriage.....
He wants to let you in so you'll trust him.
Feel close to him.
So he can manipulate you and pull the rug right out from under you.
And you will then listen to his views and believe them like they were etched in stone.
Which will allow him to own the position of Authority.
And expertise.......
On a subject he doesn't even know jack shit about.
Adoption.
OR BEING Adopted.
Right?

Or does he?......






Does he know what it feels like to be ripped away hysterically crying and screaming like Veronica Rose Brown was when she was so wrongly taken from her biological Father Dusten?

Can he imagine the pain of growing up every day not being allowed to know the name of your own Mother who you are a physical part of and who gave birth to you?

Who your mind and soul formed inside of.

Or not being able to meet your own Dad who helped create you, whose DNA and possible talents you will always have and share?

Could he understand the anger and frustration we feel not even having the right to see pictures of our Parents?

Along with pictures of all the other relatives there are pictures of....
Or paintings done from 100's of generations past who are responsible for who we are and why we are here?

Plus all the names that belong to those faces?

What does he know of the agony it is to have absolutely NO control over your own life.
To walk around feeling like there is a giant foot on top of your head trying to push you into the ground......

More than you many think......
For he is the kind of person who gleefully takes that control away from other people to begin with.

Because of who he is.....

One could ask as well if Troy Dunn could imagine what it is like to have your newborn baby torn from your arms and your heart all because you are not married either.

Of course he could.
Because it is part of the plan.....

Just like he knows all about the LIE told by so called Christian clergy that a child must have "both a Mother and Father" in order to live with their own Biological Mother in the first place.....

A lie forged to then morph into the smokescreen used to separate us by diabolical Church clergy like himself, Adoption Agencies and social workers......

A smoke screen used to manipulate the Christian religion.
To twist the Christian religion.
To create secrets.....
Which has been the foundation of Troy Dunn's true religion from the beginning.

A religion that wants society to be so dense that it ignores the very pertinent question, if this lie WAS true then why throughout history for thousands and thousands of years have women died in childbirth leaving a baby to be brought up by his or her Father only?
Or his or her Mother that may have been widowed when she was carrying?
Or when the child was one, two, three four, which happened all the time and more often than not.

Rear now it's ugly head prejudice that always loves to imply that a "bastard" doesn't have  a Father.....

The HELL we don't.
Of course we have Fathers.
We wouldn't be here if we didn't.

How unbelievable drool fool is that damn remark?

And all of our Mothers know full well who they are too.....

NO, a woman does not have to be married to raise her child and either does a man.

For truly it is MORE natural to raise a child alone, because of  how life has been from the beginning of time as people constantly died younger due to illness, accidents and war than it is to raise a child to adulthood still being married.....

And NOWHERE, in any book, religious or otherwise (except perhaps in the book of Dunn) has it ever been stated that the child of an unmarried Parent through widowhood should have their child taken away and be given to a couple the child is not related to because both the spouses are still alive.

It has never been written that this should be the outcome for the child of couples that never married in the first place either....

Euwwww.....
but THEY fornicated Christians chant (as they begin to scour for sharp edged stones....)

Uh huh.

Well fornication is a FORGIVABLE act all you unenlightened judgmental Christians out there.

And I am sorry that the Troy Dunn's of the world don't want you to forgive the way Christ told you to.

And I am sorry that the Troy Dunn's of the world have taught you that it is fine to hide the "sin" of conceiving out of wedlock through Adoption when Christ told you to never hide your sins at all.

It is a brazen outrage that Christians turn their heads away from the fact that unwed Mothers have yet to be included as part of Christ's intended plan to admit their wrong doing and be excused and go on to raise their children without dirty looks and snarky comments.

While being accepted and loved within their community.
And even helped financially by those who honestly follow the laws of Christianity.
Because that is the way it is supposed to be.
End of story.
No stone throwing drama trauma and breaking up of a biological family needed......






But those un-Christian attitudes are needed for the likes of Troy Dunn who has dedicated a lifetime smashing families apart as a Mormon bishop so he can then charge big $$$$ to put them back together again.

And make billions of dollars for the Mormon NCFA and it's corrupt Adoption Agencies to boot.

I suppose I should be surprised at the tittle of his new show that happily aired it's last nauseating episode this past Thursday night, full of the usual crying that is done to mock Adoptees like me who do not believe in Closed Adoption and the fact that Single Parents should not have their children taken from them and sold to infertile married couples but I am not.......

For it is just another typical wolf in sheep clothing viewing experience like the last one.
And the one before that.....
Full of actors and actresses I bet who he has hired to perform in what SHOULD be called HOPEfully the Last Stupid Show Ever with Troy Dunn.......
Actors and actresses who remind me of the crisis actors talked so much about on so many You Tube videos circulating all over the internet......
Who are as fake and phony as the caring act Troy Dunn puts on so he can live comfortably within the Trojan horse he drove smack into the vulnerability of Adoptees.

Hiding his true agendas, his true intentions.
Feigning hope now that he is your Savior that will help you reunite with those he caused you to lose to begin with.....

NO, THE ONLY PEOPLE  DUNN WANTS HOPE FOR are battleax bitches like Melanie Capobianco.....
HOPE to be able to legally steal away children neither Nature or any good God intended for her to have.

Naming this program The Last Hope with Troy Dunn is just another dark irony he slaps our faces with due to the underhanded part he played in helping the Psychobianco's take an innocent little girl away from her happy home once and for all.

And the HOPE he destroyed for Dusten and Veronica Brown and the rest of their family to ever have any peace again.

Yes, I can hear him laughing from here.....

Hey wanna be Adoptive Parents of a child whose Mother or Father doesn't want  put up for Adoption!!
Don't fret!!
Your Last Hope is with Troy Dunn!!
I am the one who can help you get custody of someone else's child through a media circus we will create!!
And then seal the deal by trotting off to the bias Supreme Court that believes an unethical kidnapping should be the order of the day!!
So the three of us will win a yet another "Victory for Adoption"!!
Come to me!!
Come to me!!

In another dimension as bizarre as The Twilight Zone
Troy Dunn is the Family Man....
Yes he loves the F word.
And he loves giving Adoptees and Biological Parents another F word....
The Finger.
Through Forced Adoption.
Through Closed Adoption.
Through backstabbing statements to all of us on his Facebook page.

And through his true religion which is his favorite F word of all.......
A word that reflects his true heart.
His true soul.
His true bloodline sucking intentions.....




UP what Troy? UP yours?.....



A left wing vampire called a Freemason
Which is what all Mormons are.
Which is what all Catholic Clergy is.
Which is what Former Governor Herbert Lehman was.
And Georgia Tann as well........
Demons that have for decades not embraced the true concept of Family
But who through the NWO have only planned to destroy it.....


Photo Credits:
Troy The Locator Facebook
You Rock Graphics


Sunday, November 08, 2015

Happy NAM! Say It With A Rock......






The ones they throw at us that is......
(I wonder how many of these Troy Dunn has piled up in his backyard?)


To be continued....


Tuesday, October 13, 2015

Gone But Not Forgotten.......




Adorable Candace and her real Mother Angie Elmore



She knows why I didn't post a dedication to her last year.
On our birthday.
She understands injustice.
And paralyzing grief.....
She understands torment, immature vengeance and ruthless mocking that is executed on the helpless and the innocent.
By the sick, greedy and evil......
She knows all about not being able to trust those you should and the façade too many so called "professionals'" put on to fulfill their selfish and sinister agenda....
She knows all about a life that was lost when it never should of been.
And she would of loved him too......

For she would of had a way with him as I did and she would of happily done for him all that I did for him throughout his time on this earth.....

With smiles, with hugs, with tears...........

For Candace and I are one in the same.
In so many ways, in so much darkness, in so much irony, in so many tragedies
In so much abuse.......

And on our birthday this year she knows  how much harder this day will be for me.
For the rest of my life.
Until my last one.

For Candace was and always will be the love and the light that this planet and the (in)human race needs so badly.
So desperately.
And so was he........

A light that needs to penetrate through and obilviate both the left wing and right wing phonies who are destroying life the way it should be for so many loving beings in this world.
Phonies who twist truths and abhor forgiveness and the natural order of existence.
Phonies who refuse to shut up, go away and tap into the small amount of conscience they possess and morally expand it.
Phonies in the Medical Industry.
Phonies in the Adoption Industry.
Governmental phonies.
And phonies of course like the continually maddening and demonic Troy Dunn........

To be continued........


Saturday, July 19, 2014

I've Got An F Word For You Too Troy Dunn.......



What could it be Troy, what could it be?......





I want everyone to please watch this video below.......

Of Troy Dunn's latest appearance on "The View" yesterday once again spewing his bile at and hatred towards Single Biological Fathers everywhere.

And witness the Flipflop game the Dark God of Adoption is now currently playing......





Do you see what he is doing?

How once again he takes both my words and the words of others that expressed for months the oppression and the unfairness of the Adoption System and the heartbreak of The Dusten Brown Tragedy to try to redeem himself.....

As he puts himself  right smack in the middle of another Natural Parent vs Adoptive Parent war.

Where of course he claims he was ASKED to be (yeah right, I think paid to be is more accurate.....)

For after being outed for the defamatory remarks he made about Dusten and the outright lies he told about him to try to paint him black, to try to make him look not only like a deadbeat Dad but an all around bad person, Dunn has now associated himself and his warped viewpoints with a Biological Father who he can, being the sinful judgmental person he is, trash from here to hell.........

To pacify himself with after the utter fool he made out of himself a year ago.

To be worshipped and exalted once again!!

To anoint himself as righteous despite the fact he and the media along with hysterics in the general public bash John McClure in the most superficial way possible.....
At face value due to mistakes he made in the past (and without even trying to look into his heart now) despite the fact that everyone on earth has made mistakes too.......

Including Troy Dunn......

But alas, that does not matter to Bishop Troy Boy........

No forgiveness from him at all......

Just condemnation......... and too be quite blunt I am surprised Troy Dunn doesn't speak out against Christ forgiving the dying thieves who were hung on the crosses next to him as well....

I mean HOW awful right?
To......
Excuse rather than rip apart?
Understand rather than condemn?
Punish rather than free?
Be human rather than inhumane?..........

None of the crimes John McClure committed make him a bad Parent.

Although Dunn is already hurling boulders and spreading misinformation just like he did pertaining to Dusten Brown's text's and intentions.

McClure was never involved with drugs.

Nor did he rob any bank himself or transport HIS firearm across state lines.

The unholstered gun was his girlfriend's but since it was in HIS car he got convicted.

He was never abusive to his daughter either and yes he loved his daughter despite the fact that his Holiness subverts him to merely a "sperm donor" which I have to tell you made my stomach painfully turn as I heard him say that.

And I have to wonder what kind of deal with the devil Troy Dunn made to be involved in this case......

For the dark ironies just flabbergast me.....

A little girl whose Adoptive Parents are saying deserves to have a hearing to determine who she wants to live with when those who support the Adoption Industry including Troy Dunn couldn't of cared less about Veronica Brown having one.

A little girl whose Adoptive Parents are claiming was screaming that she didn't want to go live with her Father after so many times it was pointed out that Veronica Brown had uttered the same screams about being forced to leave her Father......

And Troy Dunn putting SO much emphasis on Sonya having lived with the Hodgins for 7 years and because of that it is so wrong to take her away from them but totally ignoring the fact that Veronica lived with her Father and Step Mother for two years and had totally bonded with them.  

Not to mention loved  them dearly........

I realize of course that Sonya would be uncomfortable at first, going to a new place, although she very well could of been over exaggerating the situation at her Dad's house because I am quite certain that DSS would of checked out the conditions she was living in after the phone conversation she had with her Adoptive Mother went viral due to Kim pushing it.

And if she was taken from her Dad's home due to an unhealthy environment, well obviously that news would of been all over the "Bring Sonya Home" Facebook Page by now which of course it isn't......

It also seems obvious to me that she was taken rather quickly because of fear of flight from the court's perspective as the Hodgins might of permanently left the state or the country with her during a visit, an issue no one on their side of the fence wants any light shed on.

Don't get me wrong though, I am not doubting that Sonya loves her Adoptive Family and misses them but I am sure she also loves her Biological Family by now as well.

But the bottom line is, just like in the Veronica Brown case, her Father did NOT want to give her up for Adoption and since John McClure MADE his daughter as I stated in many prior posts concerning all that happened to Dusten Brown, he is the one whose rights should be honored first.

All Biological Fathers rights should be honored first and that is an absolute NO BRAINER (as long as he is not abusive to his child).

And I have to tell you I am so tired of the which came first the chicken or the egg attitude when looking at these kind of cases because I think we all KNOW which came first.......









Yet Self Appointed Father Of The Year Troy Dunn, who in my opinion shows what a hypercritical and needledick of a Parent he really is in the numerous videos he has made of himself interacting with his kids, one in particular where he is anything but kind to and patient with his oldest son as they bake Christmas cookies (which hmm......has mysteriously has vanished from public view......) seems to think the only good and worthy Fathers are the MARRIED ones......

A decoy belief of course to keep stable the billion dollar Adoption Industry that his religion is directly involved in.

His arrogance however is what his ego is directly involved in as he compulsively repeats that "I AM a Dad" while he flaunts the pats on the back he loves to give himself despite the fact that his actions scream to me that more often than not, he is not really a good one......

Because you know, they say a picture is worth a thousand words and take a look at this one that Dunn plasters all over his Facebook Page.......








Yes Troy Dunn loves his children SO much that he cherishes this image of his family with the top of two of his sons heads cut off whilst he sits dead center in the middle of them all, hogging the camera posing like he is the most important public figure in the entire world and he's totally in love with himself......

Yup, that's a GOOD Parenting style and a GOOD Christian role model for ya!.........

Gee, didn't anyone ever tell Troy Dunn that gross self-absorption is NOT a positive family value?

And it also goes without saying that holding a double standard is not being a good Christian role model either for I wonder still, like I have said many times before if Troy Dunn would so willingly force his son or daughter to give away his own grandchild if that child was conceived out of wedlock and would come into the world via unmarried Parents.

But alas, Troy Dunn would never even try to put himself in someone else's shoes.

And besides he hasn't the time!

Between vying for destroying the relationships between Unwed Biological Parents and their children and indubitably trying to keep them apart for decades on tacky talk shows and then turning around and constantly posting ridiculous little tidbits from his new book "Family:The Good F Word" which he claims he wrote to help family members fix their relationships, he is a very busy man!

I imagine he must be a vey tired man too......

As being a complete and total hypocrite all day long can be quite exhausting......

So can spending all your time riding the Flipflop seesaw.

Although I confess Flipflop is NOT the F word I mentioned I have in mind for Troy Dunn.

But it isn't the most obvious one either.......


To be continued.........



DUE TO A TECHNICAL GLITCH THIS POST HAD TO BE REPUBLISHED ON JULY 19th.

NO WRITTEN WORDS WITHIN THIS POST MAY BE COPIED OR REPRODUCED.


Photo Credits:
"Family:The Good F Word"
Bird Street Books

Dunn Family:
Troy The Locator Facebook


Wednesday, July 16, 2014

Adoptee Matt Sandusky To Do First Interview With Oprah Tomorrow Night.......






Eh.......
I don't really like Ms. Winfrey but that isn't really any secret.
Her cold, unemotional and distant aura was a total turn off to me the first time I ever saw her on tv via the premiere of her new talk show in 1986.
And as the years went on I began to see crystal clear that she was nothing but a Left Wing PC puppet who I, along with many others feel lied about being molested to gain sympathy to hook viewers, or should I say create followers?.......
I do remember that episode quite vividly.......
And the all the boo hooing, the tears, the feel sorry for me during a rare non placid moment is just all too consistent of planned manipulative Democrat behavior.......
(who as I have stated many times before are just as bigoted towards Single Parents and Adoptees as Right Wingers are)......

I also don't like her views concerning us and the Adoption System but never the less one of our fellow Adoptees has decided to sit down and talk about the hell he endured living with his Adoptive Parents Jerry and Dottie Sandusky and the horrific abuse he has suffered due to them, although why he chose to accept an invitation from Oprah I will never get.......






Still, if you subscribe to OWN you should tune in tomorrow night at 9 pm or try to catch this interview somewhere on the net in the days that follow.

When I wrote "Come Little Children I'll Take Thee Away" two years ago venting my anger at the unforgivable and repulsive Jerry Sandusky I found very little information about Matt in cyberspace.
He was not talking.
Nor were many people talking about him.
Only a few but only to bash him it seemed, less the comments from millions which indicated they had nothing but sympathy for him as the Penn State scandal just got more and more revolting as new information kept emerging.









Matt is talking now however and not only is he eager and ready to tell his story he has created a beautiful website encouraging other sexual abuse survivors to tell theirs.









Peaceful Hearts Foundation is a much needed place of hope and healing.
A place everyone should visit, especially if you know a child you suspect may be a victim of child rape or you are one yourself.
The advice is priceless and the resources which include hotline numbers are beyond necessary.

And I hope where ever that lunatic Jerry Sandusky is tomorrow night, in his cell, mopping a floor, getting beat up by other inmates (LOL) the guards will drag him away, chain him to a chair and make him listen to what I am sure will be very stinging words.......
Words that I hope will finally begin to pierce his sociopathic soul from one of his most vulnerable victims.
The victim he was SUPPOSED to PROTECT as a Parent.......



Photo Credits:

Header:
Matt Sandusky (then Heichel) Age 9 Courtesy Of His Mother Debra

Matt Sandusky And His Wife Present Day:
Pennlive.com

Peaceful Hearts Foundation:
Peaceful Hearts Website


Wednesday, March 12, 2014

TO THOSE THAT HAVE HACKED MY BLOG AND MALIGNED MY POSTS........







I want you to know that I am going to do them all over again.
And then burn the HTML code for every single one of them on a disc that YOU CAN'T GET YOUR DIRTY SLEAZY IMMATURE HANDS ON.
Actually I did do this already for some of them months ago so take that.
You think you are real funny deleting words and full sentences to try and make me sound stupid while also moving the pictures around to ruin the appearance of my entry's huh?
Well you're not.
BUT YOU ARE CRIMINALS.......
This is just never going to end is it?
All of you are just NEVER going to grow up are you?
This has happened over and over again AND I HAVE HAD IT.
I also want you to know that I have all the IP numbers along with other proof from my Stat Counter and from other sources as well and YOU WILL BE PROSECUTED because HACKING INTO MY ACCOUNT AND MY COMPUTER IS ILLEGAL.
So have I ruined your day?
GOOD.....


UPDATE!

Since you losers LOVE my updates, (especially little Miss Oregon)
 
Frontier Communications (50.43.19.132)
United States FlagGresham, Oregon, United States    

Here is a message for all of you.....

Bredbandsbolaget Ab (83.227.230.47) 
Sweden FlagHöganäs, Skane Lan, Sweden

STAY OFF MY BLOG. (Do I HAVE to contact the U.S. Embassy there to press charges against you?
Because I will and then will go to Sweden and sue you personally)

DITTO FOR YOU.

Nsw Businesslink (203.55.208.53)
Australia FlagHaymarket, New South Wales, Australia

GET LOST.

Optimum Online (24.191.185.147) 4 returning visits
United States FlagMiddle Island, New York, United States    
www.google.com/#23 (Keywords Unavailable) 
Mar 12 09:39:11 PM
abolishadoption.blogspot.com/2013_06_01_archive.html

There are more IP's so shall I publish all of them?
To be continued?......

OH AND BTW ALTERING AND DESTROYING THE POSTS I WROTE ABOUT CANDACE NEWMAKER IS UNFORGIVABLE.
NOT ONLY ARE ALL OF YOU BITCHES AND PRICKS DERANGED, YOU ARE A BUNCH OF CHILD ABUSERS AS WELL.
BUT OF COURSE THAT ONLY MAKES PEOPLE LIKE YOU FEEL ALL WARM AND FUZZY INSIDE DOESN'T IT?....



Wednesday, March 05, 2014

Meet A REAL Locator Who Successfully Reunites Adoptees For Free.......








Not everyone wants to exploit others.
Or make a career out of ripping people off through overcharging.
Some people can naturally empathize with those who feel loss.
Instead of feigning understanding to try to carry off a sinister agenda......







This story touched my heart.
And I think Faith Slayter will touch yours too.
Because she is a TRUE angel.....
And unlike Troy Dunn, NOT one from hell.....






Footnote:
With the exception of announcing that APB with Troy Dunn has been cancelled which I am sure is enviable I am going to be taking a break from blogging for painful personal reasons that I have discussed briefly in some of my posts.
I am also postponing The Flying Monkey Awards until the end of May of this year or perhaps even later.
Stay strong everyone.
And stay well....

Friday, February 28, 2014

If We Want Change We Have To Stop Those Who Don't Want Change :(
TNT Facebook Page......






"How does your soul feel Troy".....
I want to throw up......
(He HAS a soul?...Really?)
Does he ever wonder how Veronica's soul and Dusten's soul feel after not being able to see each other, hug each other for months now?......

I hadn't heard of this woman before who is interviewing Troy should be DUNN, Valder Beebe, but it is obvious she is just another Kool-Aid drinking Christian as I do know after Googling her that she has her own Ministry......
Like I also know and will repeat that most of the comments on Troy Dunn's Facebook page are made up by his paid employees along with other family members and brainwashed Bloodline Bashing Mormons.....

I am surrounded by liars of late.
Others in Corporate America who have their unsavory cronies abuse me when I call them out on malpractice they have committed.....
I should be SO be used to this by now but I still cry, I still shake, I still feel sick, I still go numb, I still feel violated, I am still enraged.....
This is how the unregulated Capitalism system and the abuse of power within it works though and not just in Adoption.

If we want to win THIS fight however, end the lies about Adoptees, end the bogus mindsets that the Industry tries to brainwash society with, end the continual enraging comments posted on stories about reunions and the feelings Adoptees have concerning our roots then we have to get rid of the venomous spiders that weave these webs of deception in the first place.....

I have said it 100 times, I have said it so much in the last few months maybe others are sick of hearing it, but I am going to say it again because if we don't start to obviate the source of the discrimination against us then we will continue to be overshadowed and drowned out.
SO HERE GOES....
PLEASE GO TO THE TNT FACEBOOK PAGE AND TELL THEM YOU WANT APB WITH TROY DUNN CANCELLED.

Yes, some people have done this already, a couple of weeks ago but new comments vying for a second season of this atrocity of a TV show keep popping up and no one can argue that he does not deserve a one of them.

We cannot run away like a wounded pup with our tails between our legs because of the big bad Capobiancos and the rigging of the courts to support the Adoption Industry, nor can we just let exploiters like Dr. Phil and Troy Dunn go on happily in their careers.

Yes, this is an ugly mess and yes we are at a huge disadvantage but like in the fable the Tortoise and The Hare, Troy Dunn got cocky and stalemated himself due to his own arrogance.....

And if we want to win the race we need him out of it once and for all.
This isn't going to happen however if we are off licking our wounds so please everyone keep on fighting.

Even though it hurts,
And I know it hurts.
We are forced to run on a broken leg.....
Mangled by the very people who want us to lose.
In a race created so we would be set up to....

But like the other turtles of the world it is our hatred for corruption and oppression that will finally bring us to the finish line AS LONG AS WE STAY IN THE RACE UNTIL THE BITTER END.....





Thursday, February 20, 2014

Troy Dunn Lies To Tulsa World!
And Then Pulls A Capobianco On His Facebook Page......




I want YOU to kiss my ass!



And for a while this charlatan was able to get people to do that.....

Although as I have said many times before, my gut instinct made me leery of him only to have the truth about him come shining through in the saddest way possible.

A happy, healthy, loved little girl who was ripped away from her Father screaming I don't want to go! I don't want to go!
An innocent child who never hurt anyone in her entire life, forced to lose her family and then forced to endure trauma, grief and separation anxiety that no child should ever have to feel......

Harmful emotions that Troy Dunn had the nerve to imply was a "Victory!!!!" for Matt and Melanie Pyschobianco.
And Nightlife Christian Adoptions too.....

But the jig is up, despite the fact that Troy Dunn keeps grasping for the life preserver as most of us are gleefully watching and want his career to go down like the Titanic....
A ship he has proved, that if he had sailed on, he would of happily hobnobbed with the Masters of The Universe not caring less about the third class passengers (us) who would be locked behind iron bars below as water rose above our heads while he paid off an officer to procure himself a seat on a lifeboat.

Because truly we aren't JUST second class citizens in this country,  we ARE third....
Not "the better half"......
as we all remember Cal, (and most likely Troy Dunn's idol) so snidely barked in John Cameron's blockbuster flm.....

And the American Indians have been thrown on the same rat infested lower deck with us......
By the Troy Dunn's of the world......
Who have cockamamie and cruel ideas of how we should be "dealt with" and treated....

I left a comment over at Tulsa World where Troy Dunn made his third pathetic attempt this week not to get thrown into the sea Bruce Ismay style......(another one of his idols no doubt....)
Knowing full well that what happened to Veronica is partly his own damn fault but caring more about saving his own arrogant behind and begging the general public to do that for him.

I meant to comment as The Improper Adoptee on that forum but somehow I posted as the Anonymous Adoptee, a mistake I made and forgot to fix.
I first typed in Anonymous Citizen, because that is how I feel I am viewed in this country, but then decided to use the name of this blog instead.
Oh well....

And I had heard about this article via the FATHERS OF LOSS (TO ADOPTION) Facebook page which then lead me to the Boycott Troy The Locator Facebook page where a very smart cookie named Dana Carter points out how in lieu of almost hitting the bottom of the ocean Troy Dunn is being once again, as I have said a hundred times before, a complete and total hypocrite.

He also obviously thinks we are absolute morons and don't remember all his stinging words throughout the Dusten and Veronica Brown Tragedy either......



 
 



Yeah Troy.....we'll all just ignore this travesty of a discrepancy SO YOU can remain a STAR!!!!

"If we divine a discrepancy between a man's words and his character, the whole impression of him becomes broken and painful; he revolts the imagination by his lack of unity and the good in him is hardly accepted".
Charles Horton Cooley

Awesome quote and so true yet....
The man and his character have MERGED now however and are nothing less than one big visible to the public pile of horseshit......

Another poster on The Boycott Troy the Locator Facebook page so accurately pointed out as well that if he was truly neutral as he is now claiming in order to get more ratings for "APB with Troy Dunn", that no one is really watching, he would not of ever said that Dusten losing his court case to live with his own flesh and blood was a "Victory"!!!.....

It absolutely kills me too that this cocky putz thinks HE knows what is better for Native American children than the Native Americans themselves.....

But like the funny little man in the great old Seals and Croft's song, who tries to build his house on sand, Troy Dunn's judgmental aura has caused the faulty dwelling he has created to come tumbling down around him.







And has that made him humble?  Has that made him apologetic?
No, it has only made him slither tighter within his sleazy snake skin....

For Troy Dunn thinks he can do no wrong and that he has a right to criticize every Single Father on planet earth, Fathers that in his delusional opinion can NEVER match HIM....








Wait a minute!
Whoa ho!
What is this?
WHAT did Troy Dunn thinks he's Almighty just say?.....
UNPLANNED PREGNANCY?
That Troy does NOT seem very happy about yet tries to smooth over to save face....

In May of 2012 however Veronica Brown WAS very happy living with her Father Dusten and the rest of her Natural family.

And it really can NOT be said enough, that if Dusten Brown did NOT want or had abandoned Veronica as Troy Dunn is hellbent on pushing, THEN DUSTEN NEVER WOULD OF FOUGHT SO LONG AND HARD FOR HER THROUGH THE COURT SYSTEM.

Ah DUH..................Troy.

And yes, Veronica was apparently not a planned child, but neither are many, maybe the majority of people in the world, both past and present.

But it is perfectly fine according to Troy Dunn to announce that his 8th child was an "accident" and to even make A DIRTY AND BEYOND CRUDE JOKE about naming him Trojan, that would really hurt this kid if he ever read that as a teenager or an adult, but it is NOT okay for another man to want to take into his arms his own unplanned newborn infant to protect and raise....
And revel in the wonderful surprise of having been blessed with this most precious gift that life has given him.

Do as I say not as I do.....








An evaluation?!!!
AFTER Veronica lived WITH HER FATHER AND THE REST OF HER WONDERFUL FAMILY FOR TWO YEARS AND WAS AS HAPPY AS PIE?!




 


 






Yes.....
Little Veronica looks SO abused....
She looks SO unhappy.....
In SO much danger....
She was in such a FRIGHTENING situation, living within the natural order of life, being cherished by her own non-dysfunctional kin....

What IS truly frightening however, is the thought that anyone EVER listened to Troy Dunn and his continual lies in the first place.....
And the fact that he concreted those lies through his bogus PI status (he isn't even licensed!) that he feigns to be privy to non existent information to bring down Dusten Brown.

And how he has abused the power he had to further kick him in the gut after he so hostilely threw him to the ground.....







WHAT text messages you derelict?

There were NO text messages as Christy Maldonado so CONVEINENTLY said she deleted them and Troy Dunn so maniacally twisted the one that did exist into feelings and intentions that Dusten NEVER HAD as he only signed his rights over to her so she and Veronica could get military benefits if Dusten died in Iraq....

I am SO tired of nosy, bossy, bully Troy Dunn, who thinks he has a right to be smack in the middle of everybody else's business.....

As nosy as the bossy, bully Adoption Industry that think they have a RIGHT TO KNOW EVERYTHNG ABOUT AN ADOPTEE'S BIOLOGICAL FAMILY BUT THE ADOPTEE DOES NOT......

And buyer beware because the examples of Troy Dunn's hypocrisy are endless.

Which happily allows me to go on for hours and hours and hours of course pointing out what a used car salesman Troy Dunn really is......

Because there is SOOOO much out there.

Including his brand new most recent pitch to continue to sell himself by mooching off of other well known celebrities.......








Like a tick on a dog, Troy Dunn now knowing full well that he IS considered a failure not only as "compassionate reuniter", but also as a human being, wants his career to continue on by living through the fame of well known talk show hosts......

And if Ellen won't make him a co-host, then hey, what the hell!!!







Let's keep him in the spotlight and the money by renaming  Kelly & Michael to Kelly Michael & Dunn Incorporated!

If that doesn't work, well (and I like this idea MUCH better) maybe he can be a regular guest on Hell's Kitchen "LOCATING" a missing bag of radishes or a misplaced slotted spoon.......

This. Man. Has. NO. Class. At. All.....

Just like the Capobianco's........

As he solicits himself to the level of grotesqueness while throwing himself a pity party to boot.....






Boo Hoo Troy....
Aw...you look so sad (like you DESERVE too)
Yes, we should ALL feel so sorry for him...
Like the whole wide world should of felt soooo sorry for Matt and Melanie the baby thieves......

We should all CARE so much.....
And Christians should continue to incorporate your FOUL UN-Christian behavior within their hearts and within their Churches.....

In my last post I stated that I felt Troy Dunn has sociopathic tendencies....
Now I am starting to wonder if he is a Coke head as well.....

Because his inconsistencies are not only completely maddening, they are nauseatingly embarrassing too.....
And so is his utter lack of logic.....

Seasoned by his intense sense of self love that in the face of truthful criticism gives him no second thought about his hateful attitudes, in any bloody way, shape or form.

Which leads me to conclude that I think this man needs help......

Because it is overwhelmingly obvious that he is addicted to something that fogs his brain which disallows him to see how wrong it is for him to continue to use the media to make a fool out of himself  in order to keep him in a place that he NEVER deserved to be in the first place.....




Self-pity is our drug of choice.....




See the funny little man
Huffing and puffing and digging the sand
In his search for something to build
Perhaps a church on the side of a hill
Little does he know
That he's working in vain
When rain comes the hill
Will come sliding down and will not hold.
See the funny little man
Running and hiding and flailing his hands
Asking himself what could have gone wrong
For he has worked hard the whole day long
See the funny little man
Small in his size when compared to the land
When will he grow up, can time wait until
The funny little man can see beyond the hill.....










To be continued.......

Monday, February 17, 2014

Thank you Robin!





For an awesome guest post over at All In The Family Adoption and linking me within it......
(And no, I am not saying her guest post is awesome because she mentioned my blog, I don't have an out of control ego problem like those in The Adoption Industry or self-worshippers like Troy Dunn!)......
If anyone has missed the enlightening words and passionate points that Robin writes in this essay, then please stop by and let her touch your heart like she always does with her incredible insight and profound revelations.
On my blog...
On your blog....
All throughout the Adoptee Rights Community.
You'll be glad you did!



Tuesday, February 11, 2014

Thanks For NOTHING TROY DUNN.....
IT'S TIME TO CALL TNT AND GET HIM OFF YOUR TV!!!!






It is a well known fact that life is not fair.

Some blame that fact on a barbaric deity and some blame that fact on barbaric people....

I happen to blame it on both....

But despite one's personal opinion, just the fact that a two faced liar and a hypocrite can continue on with his outrageous façade, a façade that has hurt SO many people worldwide is without a doubt ABSOLUTELY unfair.

It is also unfair that this narcissistic buffoon has the freedom and the technology to exhibit his unbelievably grotesque GRANDOISE ego all over his noxious Facebook Page and Twitter account.....



THE Truth: Scum like Troy Dunn CAUSES wounds.....




Troy Dunn has also caused a tidal wave of anger as well....
Ya think?








Not only rightfully felt by Dusten Brown but by all Indigenous People
Single Mothers, Single Fathers and Adoptees on earth....

And by many Adoptive Parents too.

And the majority of the general public that feels him supporting the unethical Adoption System and the financial greed of the baby sellers rather then support family preservation is just plain wrong....

Especially since he has indicated that family preservation is what he WAS supporting and has MADE MEGA BUCKS off of through The Locator TV show and the books he has written.....

And I am sure that little Veronica is angry too....
Angry she can no longer live with her Father.
Angry she was dragged away from him screaming....
Angry that evil adults did not do what was in the best interest of HER emotional health.

And the anger I feel towards him and his outrageous conceit, lack of remorse, lack of compassion seasoned by his distasteful lack of humility that has totally left a bad taste in my mouth has made me take to my computer and pump out post after post, month after month.

But blogging is NOT enough.

And I have to do more.

We ALL have to do more....

Because Troy Dunn is a scam artist OUT OF CONTROL....

A self-absorbed "douche" as Faux Claud once so accurately put it, whose self-centeredness pushes him to be obsessed with having to be SO IMPORTANT.
As important as a God....

This sick twisted Bishop who wants to "change the world"!
Who wants to be the Imperial Puzzle Piece Finder!
Who wants to be King of the Universe!

Who actually has the audacity to ask the public to send the Network that airs a show that he stars in and he produces a Thank You note for putting him on TV again.......

W. T. H?.....

SOMEBODY HAS A MAJOR VANITY PROBLEM....

And a major maturity problem as well...

I mean I gotta tell ya.......

There have been some great male actors out there staring in their own series.......

Tim Allen
Tom Selleck
Andy Griffith
Alan Alda.....

The list goes on and on.

And yes, all of these men have had every reason to feel good about themselves and be proud of themselves BUT
I HAVE NEVER, EVER SEEN ANY ONE OF THESE TALENTED MEN EVER ASK THE PUBLIC TO SEND ABC, CBS OR NBC, A THANK YOU NOTE BECAUSE THEY ARE ON TELEVISON AGAIN IN A NEW OR RENEWED PROGRAM!

Gee why doesn't Troy just go tattoo I am SO great all over his wolf in sheep's clothing face?!....

My favorite commenter Robin told me yesterday that another villain who was involved in the Dusten Brown Tragedy has just had his TV show cancelled.

(Yes!) or as Robin put it (better) he he.....

Anderson Cooper, who also happily supported the impending trauma that poor little Veronica along with her Dad and his family are suffering right now.

And I replied to her that Troy Dunn deserves nothing less than the same fate.....

I want Troy Dunn out of the business of "bringing people back together" which is NOT his true intention and off of my television set for the rest of his life.

He should only be allowed to engage in his true calling.....
Being a janitor at Burger King.....
Another deceptive business that forced people to eat horsemeat through lies and cover-ups not caring that they were tricking people to go against their own will and making money off of doing so .....




What's Troy gonna do in Oklahoma? Help Dusten find his way back to Veronica? Or is he going to give Dusten a Troy Alert App for his cell phone?....



For Troy Dunn not only does NOT deserve all the compliments within the comments he pays people to write I am sure, in accounts made to do just that, especially when the majority of them are non existent when you click on the name link above them.....
Or to be able to create the illusion that he has suddenly had a rush of new likes on Facebook which I am sure he bought too....

He also does NOT deserve the power to try to influence the naïve minds of new Single Mom and Dads to be, which is exactly WHAT he wants to do.

And he wants the POWER through fame to do that.

Which makes him not only dangerously vain.

It makes him DANGEROUS PERIOD.

THEREFORE, PLEASE CALL TNT AT THE FOLLOWING PHONE NUMBER AND STATE THAT DUE TO TROY DUNN'S BACKSTABBING ANTICS TOWARDS BOTH DUSTEN AND VERONICA BROWN THAT YOU WILL NOT SUPPORT THE DISCRIMINATION OF SINGLE PARENTS, ADOPTEES AND AMERICAN INDIANS BY WATCHING "APB WITH TROY DUNN" AND YOU WILL BOYCOTT TNT ALL TOGETHER UNTIL THIS SHOW IS CANCELLED OR IT IS ANNOUNCED IT WILL NOT BE RENEWED!


TNT VIEWER COMMENT AND QUESTION LINE:

 1-404-885-4538

OR EMAIL THEM AT:

tnt@turner.com.

And if people would be good enough to link this post on Facebook Pages like 100 Voices For Veronica Brown, Boycott Troy The Locator or Fathers of Loss (To Adoption) I would really appreciate it as I do not have a Facebook account (nor do I have time to make one atm).

I want everyone who posts on these sites to hear my plea to call TNT.

But don't do this for me of course, DO THIS FOR DUSTEN AND VERONICA AND ALL THE OTHER SINGLE FATHERS TRYING TO SAVE THIER BABIES FROM BEING ADOPTED AGAINST THEIR WILL AND ALL THE OTHER PARENTS WHO TROY WOULD NOT HESITATE TO VICTIMIZE IN A NEW YORK MINUTE LIKE HE DID DUSTEN.

IF WE CAN GET TROY DUNN OUT OF THE LIMELIGHT IT WILL PROTECT A MULTITUDE OF FAMILIES FROM BEING BROKEN UP IN THE FUTURE.

And since obviously I am not alone in my feelings as the stats below show, if we bombard TNT with complaints his already sinking ship of a TV show may hit bottom before we know it.....

The Nielsen Ratings for both his January 24th episode ironically entitled "Heroes & Family Ties" blows the big one......






And so does his January 31st episode entitled "Blood Brothers"...

But what is MOST enlightening however, amongst parentheses and decimal points on these screenshots is the fact that within the demographic for 18-49 year olds, lies the majority of men and women in this country who dominate THE CHILDBEARING AGE GROUP in The United States....

An age group whose percentage of viewers IS THE LOWEST OF ALL.... 

A strong message sent to Troy Dunn from those who don't want to be his next Dusten Brown I'd say, hmm?.....




Hey! Bishop! Leave Our Kids Alone!....



Yet despite that fact, Troy Dunn continues to embarrass himself by enacting the same kind of intense PR campaign the obnoxious Jessica Mundy drafted for the child abusing Capobianco's and using the general public in the same exact way....

A PR campaign that allows him to stay steadfast in his wrongdoing that he refuses to acknowledge let alone apologize for....

A PR campaign that also allows him to continue to support the sociopathic Adoption Industry that his Mormon religion is SO much a part of and that has begotten this cult billions of dollars.....

A PR campaign that is beginning to make me wonder if Troy Dunn doesn't have sociopathic tendencies himself......



Click To Enlarge And Read If You Dare.....



To be continued.......



Photo Credits:
Troy Dunn's Facebook Page

Dusten Brown:
Tulsa World